Ferry Food

Clamped to the kitchen counter in the historic cabin sits a neglected strange device that stares reproachfully at me every time I pass. It has been at least 30 years since it has been put to

2009-06-03-001use. Visitors often ask what it is. In response I ask them to guess.

“A meat grinder?” “A coffee grinder?” “A juicer?” Nope.

Rarely someone recognizes it as a device to clamp and seal the lids onto cans of fruit, vegetables, and meat prepared by far more proficient homemakers of the past. Under the counter a box of empty cans still awaits their destiny.

When you live in a roadless wild place surrounded by 4 million acres of wilderness, people have questions. One of the common questions is how we get our food. William Campbell first came here in 1897 for the purpose of answering that question for folks who worked in the mines in the surrounding mountains. Since the mines were in the high country the seasons were too short to grow most crops. William had hiked down into the river corridor looking for a spot to farm…a low, open, flat area with tillable soil, sun and good access to water. On a bench above the Salmon River he found what he wanted, a place that later became known as Campbell’s Ferry. His crops were transported to his customers by horses and mules or sold to folks who were passing through the area.


Ferry Garden in the 1960s

It is simpler problem today than it was in past but it definitely takes thought and planning, as well as getting dirt on the knees of your jeans. Where William Campbell had extensive fields we have a small garden growing vegetables and berries. Since we are typically feeding just the two of us for the six to seven months we are in residence, it is enough. Unlike the few spots along the river where people live year round, I do not have to can, freeze and dry food supplies for the winter months when travel in and out of the canyon is risky or impossible. Year-round residents not only have larger gardens but also green houses where they can give their plants a head start in the early spring. The strange canning device at Campbell’s Ferry will remain idle during this woman’s residency.


Ferry Garden 2009

We arrive in April but the danger of frost keeps us from planting seeds until the snow melts from the tops of the surrounding mountains, usually mid-May to early June. As I have mentioned in earlier writings, our neighbor Barbara (twelve miles down river) always sends us some of her extra baby plants to jump start our garden. Her husband Heinz drops them off on one of his passing jet boat trips. Although people have been growing crops here for nearly 120 years the soil is not particularly rich so each year the garden soil is augmented before planting. As those of you who garden know, it is a lot of physical, dirty work but it has rewards. The two moments I love most are seeing the tender new plants emerging and harvesting the first crop.

I hate the weeding. My mother always kept a garden when we were growing up on Yankee Farm in Santa Barbara. I did not mind picking things from the garden so much but despised the weeding chores.

“Mom! Why can’t we just buy our food at the store like normal people?”

I vowed I would never have a garden. Look at me now, growing lettuce, arugula, cilantro, basil, kale, chives, garlic, rosemary, oregano, dill, string beans, peas, potatoes, peppers, chilies, zucchini, squash, tomatoes, tomatillos, and strawberries.


In addition to the vegetable garden we have an orchard of apple, pear, peach, walnut and cherry trees. The first pioneers planted a variety of apple trees some time before the first homestead report was done by the newly formed Forest Service in 1906. That means over a century of conditioning for the local wildlife to think of Campbell’s Ferry as a food source. Local bears have become accustomed to gorging themselves on the apples each fall. The sows bring their cubs, teaching them when the apples are ripe, so each generation of bears learns in turn. We have counted up to 8 bears in the orchard at the same time.   If the Ferry bear1humans want any apples we have to be quick and we don’t argue with bears.

The pears and peaches are also at risk. We planted dwarf peach, cherry and pear trees six years ago that produce beautiful fruit but the trees’ delicate size makes them vulnerable to being destroyed by the bears. The moment we spot the first sign of bear we take the defensive tactic of harvesting all the peaches and pears, fully ripe or not. The bears have not caught on that the cherries ripen earlier so we only share cherries with the birds, so far. Each of the fruit varieties ripens all at once, an avalanche of each particular fruit. Since we cannot keep up with the fresh fruit, the overflow peaches and img_2619cherries are pitted, stuffed into baggies and consigned to the freezer. The pears don’t freeze well so the excess is baked into cakes, pies, and breads. Last spring we planted dwarf apricot and plum seedlings but it will be another year or two before they are producing.img_4143

The huge beautiful walnut tree next to the historic cabin was just a seedling when it was planted in 1963, a wedding gift to Frances Coyle Zaunmiller (who lived at the Ferry 1940 until her death in 1987) from her third husband, Vern Wisner. Its off shoots are found at many of the homesteads up and down the river. The size and strength of this original tree allow it to withstand marauding bears. The walnuts are particularly attractive to the packrats that secure dsc_0001them in their winter vaults. The historic cabin is not rat-proof, so it is not uncommon for us to return to the Ferry and find hordes of walnuts stuffed into the attic, drawers or our mucking boots.


John Crowe with Steelhead 1960s


There are some wonderful old photographs of earlier Ferry residents with their fishing catch or hunting trophies but we don’t do much of either. My brother and our grandsons have caught fish on each of their visits. As one might expect Trout can be found at the mouth of Trout Creek where it enters the Main River. And there is a well-known hole below the bridge on the big river that migrating steelhead visit every fall. Smallmouth bass and whitefish are common, too. In season Doug will take the dogs bird hunting for grouse, chukar and quail but it makes up only a small portion of our diet.


Grouse for Dinner – Thanks Rita!

We do our hunting in April before we come into the Ferry. Our hunting ground is the Boise CostCo where we venture forth armed with our six-month shop list and credit cards. Suffice to say, we are almost guaranteed to win “The Most Stuff Bought Award” for the day, probably for the month, and maybe even a contender for the year. You don’t want to be behind us in line.


Cessna 206 delivers supplies

We descend on the home of our partners Patricia and Brad Janoush with our harvest in tow where we package the various meat, chicken and fish products into meal-sized portions and stuff all the baggies into the Janoush’s freezer. There are also some frozen vegetables for the weeks before and after the garden is producing. On the morning that we make the hour and a half drive to Cascade for the flight into the Ferry we rise early. The frozen goods are quickly packed and sealed into ten cardboard cartons designed to hold approximately two-weeks worth of meals. Once we arrive at the air taxi service, nine cartons are stashed in their walk-in freezer and the tenth one stuffed into the plane along with our gear, the dogs, and, of course, us for the forty-five minute flight into the Ferry. Arnold Aviation (the air taxi service) brings the mail into the canyon every Wednesday, weather permitting, and will bring us a new box on request. They will also go to their local grocer and add 10% to the bill for fresh items like milk. Food and anything else that can fit in the plane can come to the Ferry for $.33 per pound. It is a great bargain!

Once we are in residence our neighbors six miles up river at Yellow Pine Bar send down four “loaner chickens” to Campbell’s Ferry Summer Camp to supply us with eggs. One of our simple joys is watching the free-range chickens scurrying abodsc_0027ut the premises. This summer, however, a family of foxes took up residence, helping themselves to a chicken dinner without an invitation. As a result the remaining three chickens were restricted to the chicken coop for the duration of their visit. When we leave in the fall, the chickens are sent back up river for the winter.

2009-05-01-001Not long after we arrive each spring another hunting season is on…for wild morel mushrooms and asparagus. The season is short and both are elusive but we delight in the search, rather like an Easter egg hunt for grown-ups. The morels in particular are tricky, expert at hiding in the under-growth of the forest. Some years are better than others but we have found two hundred plus morels in a season. Naturally we cannot eat so many while they are fresh so I freeze some for later, like the peaches and cherries. We have also tried drying but find that we like the frozen method better.

Not being able to run to the neighborhood grocery store for last minute forgotten items forces careful planning and, when that fails, creativity.   But we have had few, if any, “meal disasters” in the past ten years and we have never gone to bed hungry. While it is much easier for us to eat well than it was for previous residents, the work involved gives us insight and respect for the challenges they faced. The canning device, however, remains in retirement.

Light Musings

It is creeping toward me, accompanied by a quiet drumroll of crickets. I sense it coming before I perceive it. The sky outside the windows is dark but the stars are already shying away from its approach. I lie in bed peering steadily in its direction trying to catch its first appearance. Is that it just behind the pines?

Of course it is not really creeping toward me but I who have been traveling relentlessly toward it throughout the night, traveling at more than 700 miles an hour perched here on my small point on the earth’s surface hurtling toward this rendezvous. There it is! I see it now, dimly, but perceptible nonetheless. The outline of the trees to the east is more clearly etched. Stealthily the light is changing but so discretely, it is impossible to catch it in the act. From the east, greyness is titrating into the black sky, evolving from gunmetal to a rosy-grey sky. The apple tree branches outside the bedroom window become a black lace applique to its surface. The greys melt into pearl, spreading upward until the sky becomes a quiet brightness. Pink streaks appear before dissolving into a flame colored horizon behind the stalwart pines. I am so busy watching the shifting colors I fail to notice that a translucent tender blue has overtaken the sky.

Our historic homestead lies deep in a canyon carved by the Salmon River, poetically known as “The River of No Return.” Because the property is a narrow bar along the river encased by mountains, the sky becomes light long before the sun climbs over the eastern ridge. An old growth forest wraps its pines and firs down the mountains and around the homestead’s clearings. Once the sun breaches the mountaintop its rays are filtered through the trees in downward slanting shafts of light that hang in the air and create complex patterns on the forest floor. The effect is ethereal, almost holy, the trunks of trees transformed into a many-pillared cathedral illuminated by the stained glass window effect of the early sunlight sifting through the branches. Were the early builders of churches thus inspired? The little time I have spent in churches was as a gawking tourist craning my neck at the brilliant windows and soaring columns of Europe’s cathedrals or standing in awe of Michelangelo’s Sistine Chapel. But now this forest, this hillside, these mountains and this river have brought me this feeling of reverence. This has become my church. The mundane act of the morning walk to the outhouse is transformed.

In the cloudless bright of mid-day when light permeates everything I rarely notice it as something extraordinary.   But there are days when heavy grey clouds race across the sky and the lighting becomes dramatic. The clouds become a theater light board and call the cues, controlling shafts of light that create an illuminated mosaic on the earth. The orchard is covered with follow spots that feature an apple tree, then a patch of green grass, then the cabin. Light sweeps across the hillsides focusing on some place it finds particularly intriguing. The soloist might be a rock face or the flash of a waterfall. Perhaps I am fascinated as a result of sitting in darkened theatres for so many years watching lighting rehearsals, captivated by the capricious qualities of light that can transform a darkened space.

Summer rainstorms regularly provide us with dramatic performances. On one such occasion the sky down river was a glorious azure blue with grey-blue and ivory-apricot clouds looking oddly silky-smooth…like an Aubrey Beardsley sky. Upriver the sky was dark and ominous. Thunder rumbled in the distance and occasional flashes of lightning announced the approach of the storm. Earlier Doug had attached a large tarp to the front of the cabin that served as a shade and rain awning… the big top. As the storm arrived Doug and I sat out under the big top, audience to a dramatic show featuring relentless spears of lightning and percussive thunder. The electrical storm was just the first act. As it exited down canyon the rain made its entrance…so violent…as if it were pummeling the earth with its fists. The temper tantrum gradually wore itself out as the clouds began to break apart, gentling the rain as shafts of sunlight reappeared. Suddenly the rain was brightly backlit by the sun, creating the illusion of a million strands of spider silk slanting from the clouds to the earth, land and sky woven together with a drop stitch. Veils of rain glided down river while shards of mist drifted in the opposite direction, vaporous ghosts that tucked into the side canyons playing hide and seek before they melted into the rain. Birds, seemingly undisturbed by the storm, darted across the sky. Hummingbirds cavorted from feeder to feeder to background music of birdsong and the percussion of rain on the tarp.

In the late afternoon I take our dog Rita with me, walking down the trail to the riverbank to sit in the shade. The river is now rising as a result of the warm weather, in fact I can watch it rise in the hour we spend at its side. Watching the water gradually inch upward along the bank made me think of childhood days at Hendry’s Beach in Santa Barbara when we would sit on the sand and watch the tide slowly rise toward our toes. I think of a quote by Loren Eisley, “If there is magic on this planet it is contained in water.” The river’s surface is blindingly bright, burning gold in the low angled sunlight. Eisley’s poetic quote fires my imagination and I think, “If there is magic in this universe it is contained in light.” Bright green grasses glow at the feet of a regiment of dark pines and firs that march up the canyon walls from the river, like a romantic illustration in a fairy tale book. The effect is heightened by a hatch of tiny insects on the river that rise into the air in waves.  At this distance they look for all the world like depictions of fairies. Backlit by the sun they sparkle against the dark backdrop of the forest for their brief aerial dance, meant only to find a mate. From my fly-fishing books, I know they are the final stage of metamorphosis of their species, basically nothing more than wings and reproductive organs bent on creating the next generation in the few hours they have left to live. I think of fairies prowling the night, hell-bent on finding sex, their biological clocks ticking away. I don’t remember any fairy-tales with that plot but If you only had their few short hours to live this would be one of the better places to spend them, glittering in the air currents above a golden river looking for love. Surely the legend of fairies had to be born along a river in a fly-fishing country.

Some afternoons Doug & I sit on the porch of the 1905 rustic log cabin toward the end of the day, like so many souls must have done over the last 111 years. The low sun filters through the tall pines, imbuing their millions of needles with reflected light. You would believe that each needle was crafted of freshly polished sterling silver. In contrast to the pines’ reflective glitter, the firs seem to absorb the light, glowing softly from within. For whatever time we have here, this view is ours…the luminous firs and shimmering pines swaying capriciously, like metronomes unable to agree on a tempo.

 Our evening ritual is to sit together on the terrace that Doug created in front of the cabin. From here we watch the sun setting in the panoramic view of the canyon, an Albert Bierstadt painting come to life. The Rainbird sprinklers irrigate the hillside below and, although it sounds mundane, it is beautiful to watch the water droplets falling through the light. Caught in a swirling breeze the mist travels across the landscape in shape-shifting translucent veils, the diamond-bright vapor creating ghostly figures. We pretend that these are the souls of those who lived here in the past, their spirits made visible by the mist clinging to whatever ghosts are made of. They share our cocktail hour. The coda to the evening is watching the earth shadow encompass the historic cabin, then creep stealthily over the meadow and orchard toward us. Once it has us in its grasp we not only see but also feel the difference. The planet turns its other cheek to the sun’s radiance.

At the end of each day the sky-show is unique. There are summer nights when the heat seems to burn the color from the atmosphere but tonight the sky burns with hues from across the color wheel. Clouds lying along the western ridge are lit from within. One could imagine a cavalcade of Renaissance angels erupting from the heavens, cascading down the canyon walls, darting in and out of the trees. A few thin-feathered clouds are sprinkled above, looking as if one of their depressed, compulsive members had plucked the marabou out of her wings and thrown it out into the heavens.

During cocktails Doug and I had a discussion that morphed from the beauty of nature to the nature of beauty. Do all living things experience awe? Why are we wired for wonder? Several nights ago, on my way back to the cabin from putting the chickens to bed, I raised my eyes to the pearl-grey sky, dazzled by the sight of a white-gold sliver of a moon wreathed in chinchilla dappled clouds. Did the world’s first woman on her journey under African skies stop in her tracks stunned by such a sight? While I am not someone who believes in any organized religion, this powerful, inherent sense of reverence is the best argument I can think of for the existence of the supernatural.

 I call our tiny bedroom “The Star Chamber”. The windows that make up two of the walls begin at the level of the bed and rise to the ceiling. Most nights the air is as clear as glass, inviting starlight to invade the room. Lying in bed, you can see the silhouette of the mountain ridges, black against a million sparkling pinpoints of light. I watch the star formations creep across the sky, in and out of the spaces created by the dark pines. Sometimes the pines seem to capture the stars in their branches so that they twinkle like lights on a Christmas tree. I wonder if that is where the idea of a lighted Christmas trees originated…from someone like me long ago watching this phenomenon in the dark.

Waking throughout the night I catch glimpses of the constellations sliding past, this spherical planet rolling through the cosmos on its miraculous journey. Living here, folded into nature’s heart, the immensity and luminosity of the universe slaps us up the side of the head and says, “Look here! See the light!”








Ferry Serengeti Part 2: Cats

We have tried keeping cats at Campbell’s Ferry. It hasn’t worked out too well. They were brought in to address our on-going rodent problem. Unlike the cats, the mouse, pack rat, and marmot populations thrive unabated. Our attempts to encourage their departure have ranged from glowing travelogues of how lovely it is at our neighbors’ down river (complete with detailed map and directions) to less humane measures falling just short of Hellfire Missiles. The cat strategy was one of these.

We fixed up a cozy spot under the historic cabin with an on demand feeder that Doug constructed for them. I lined their beds with fabric from an old cashmere robe. They could come in and out at will through openings large enough for a cat (or rodent if they wanted delivery) but small enough that a coyote, fox or anything larger could not enter. No avail. The cats did not survive. I suppose it is possible that they came across those travelogues we made about the glorious life down river, studied the maps and moved on. However, finding the occasional cat skull or an amputated tail makes me think otherwise.

This year, however, we do have a cat living at the Ferry and it seems to be thriving. We have not actually seen it with our own eyes but we have caught several photos of it on our game camera. We have also seen evidence. The young couple we brought in to help us with the “start up” chores three weeks ago were walking down the trail to the river when they spotted something suspicious. Clumps of deer fur dotted an area where somethinTracksg clearly had been dragged across the trail.

They followed the drag marks over the side of the steep hill and bushwacked through the brush to come upon a fresh deer carcass well hidden in the thick undergrowth. It was partially consumed. Doug mounted the game camera nearby, focused on the kill. That night the mountain lion returned three times to feed…all caught on camera. We captured more photosLion3 over three nights until the deer was gone. Whatever remained was moved elsewhere.

It may be the same cougar we saw in 2011.  It was early evening when I was standing at the window over the sink in our one room cabin.  Something was coming toward me from the far side of the orchard.  Instinctively I knew it was a mountain lion from the way it moved, still it was hard to trust my eyes since it is so rare to actually see one.  I reached for the field glasses to confirm the sighting, then called to Doug who was at my side instantly.  We had 2 Navy Seals visiting us at the time.  We stood mesmerized and watched the cat approach.  It was stalking five deer standing on the hill just below the cab1 BigCatin. When the deer caught wind of the cat they bolted down hill toward the river, the cat following.  We congratulated ourselves on the unusual sighting, believing it was over.  Doug had just stepped out the door of the cabin when a commotion ensued.  The five deer bolted past heading up the hill into the trees, the cougar hot on their heels.  The deer stopped just uphill of the cabin and the cougar froze just yards from where Doug was standing.  Naturally we don’t want a mountain lion hanging around so close to our cabin.  Doug came in to get his 357-magnum pistol.  It was not lion season and he didn’t want to kill it anyway.  He just wanted to frighten it off.  He shot the pistol in the air over the cat’s head.  A 357-magnum is a big powerful gun so it makes a loud noise.  The cat did not move a muscle.  It did not flinch or look in his direction.  It’s rapt attention was focussed on those deer.  After what seemed like a very long few minutes the deer moved on up hill with the cat still stalking them.  The next day we searched the forest uphill of the cabin but found no evidence of a kill.

These days I find myself looking over my shoulder when taking the dogs for a walk. It is unlikely (but not unheard of) that the lion would attack a human but dogs might make an attractive target. I wish there were a way to encourage the cougar to clear out our rodent population instead.   Yes, they are small but there are so many of them…think of them like caviar, the smaller the better. My friend Jon Scoville calls deer “rats on stilts” and, come to think of it, I see what he means, especially when they are eating my flowers and ripping the branches off the fruit trees. Now if I can just convince the cougar about the rodent caviar.

Ferry Serengeti Part 1: Fawn Frolics

In 2009 my husband Doug & I, along with my sister’s family and friends went to Tanzania to view “The Great Migration” across the Serengeti Plain. The trip was number one on our “bucket list” and it exceeded all expectations. The sheer numbers and varieties of animals were staggering to behold. When we returned to Campbell’s Ferry Doug started calling the orchard, where our wild animals congregate, The Ferry Serengeti. Though not as exotic as 1 Ferry Serengetithose on the real Serengeti, they nonetheless provide great viewing and (sometimes exasperating) entertainment. As an aside to anyone dreaming about a trip to Africa, I highly recommend Wildlife Explorer and the outfitter Gary Strand. Of all my world travels, including an earlier trip to Africa, this 2009 safari was THE trip of a lifetime.

In the early spring the pregnant does populate the orchard with their yearlings. The young deer romp and chase each other, sometimes chastised by the adults with a quick kick or bite. Once their fawns are born, the does tend to sequester the babies away, hiding them in hollows or in thick clumps of bushes when they come to the meadows to feed.

In June of this year Doug and our visiting friend from New York, John Filo, went up to the woods south of our airstrip to harvest some downed logs. While Doug was scouting logs, John spotted a stump that would make a fine stool for him to sit on and wait. Fortunately as he approached it, he happened to look down. He had nearly stepped on Fawn1a day-old fawn that the mother had left in a small hollow in the ground for safe keeping. John called to Doug and they were able to get a photograph of it. The fawn remained perfectly still, moving nothing more than its eyelids for the entire time they were in the vicinity. Doug and John returned to show the photo to my friend Jackie and me. Leaving the men behind, Jackie and I hiked up to the spot they described but by that time the mother, who must have been nearby, had moved the baby. We found the small hollow but no fawn.

Later in the summer, when the does deem it safe enough to bring their fawns out into our viewing, we often see them in the evening as we enjoy an adult beverage on the terrace area in front of our cabin. It is fascinating to watch the sweet curiosity of the fawns when they notice us. I know I am projecting my interpretation of their behavior but first they seem astonished, opening their big eyes even wider and freezing in their tracks. If we remain still, one might begin to approach, lowering, raising, and cocking its head as it studies us, moving forward on slow, tentative hooves. I wrote about one such encounter in my journal:

A second fawn appeared, and like the first one, stopped in its tracks to examine me. I sat perfectly still. This fawn was much smaller than the first. In fact it was the smallest fawn I 2Fawnshave seen out here. Its delicate legs looked no bigger around than my fingers. It slowly and deliberately walked toward me, its eyes locked on mine. It moved in slow motion, exaggerating each lift of its leg and setting it down cautiously. It would move toward me a few halting steps and then stop….and repeat, until it came within 10 feet of me. I remained still. When it dropped its head to graze I noticed something that I had not seen before. Not only did it have spots but also white stripes on either side of its spine from its ears to its tail. I recalled being a first grader in Germany when our gardener brought a very tiny fawn, barely walking, to our house for me to see. I don’t know if he meant it as a gift but, in any case, my mother would not let me keep it. Mother told me he had probably killed the doe, which made me very sad. Now that I know more about deer I think it is possible that he found the fawn in a spot where its mother had left it for safekeeping, which somehow makes me sadder still. Somewhere I have a photo of the fawn beside me on the carpet in our living room. Coming back through the years to where I now sat on the hillside with the fawn in front of me, I thought about how past memories cycle through you and pick up riders of new memories as they pass. I have never forgotten the little fawn from my childhood but now the memories of this one are linked to it.

Twice I have had the joy of watching what may be my favorite “National Geographic Moments” at the Ferry. The first time I was working in the cabin when I happen to glance out the window, my eye caught by movement on the hillside. A fawn and a wild turkey gobbler were engaged in what I first took to be a kind of faceoff. As I watched, the scenario became a dance duet. The fawn would move toward the turkey with an exaggerated high stepping stalk. The turkey then spread its tail feathers, shaking them at the fawn and moving toward it with mincing steps. At which point, the fawn would prance side-to-side, dancing backward several steps. The fawn advanced once more and the turkey shuffled right and left as it retreated with rippling tail feathers. This duet was repeated with minor variations in choreography for more than a quarter of an hour before the fawn scampered off to join her mother, leaving the turkey without a dance partner. Several years later I saw a similar dance reenacted down in the orchard but of course, with a different cast.

We do not miss having television in the wilderness. Each spring we look forward to the antics and frolics of the Whitetail fawns at Campbell’s Ferry. Each year we watch them grow into yearlings, then, year after year, into mature deer that bring their offspring to entertain us for another season. The Ferry Serengeti live performances continue to receive rave reviews from the limited audience.

Campbell Fire 2015 Author

The last post about the fire here at Campbell’s Ferry was written by Phyllis. Since I posted it from my computer it showed on the blog as being authored by me – not our intention, but we are learning how this works. All is well, but smokey at the Ferry. Doug

Campbell Fire 2015

August 13, Day 1:

Although the morning had been hot and clear, thunder began rumbling in the distance around 3 PM. A huge, ominous, dark cloud crept up from the mountains to the south, moving towards the Ferry like a stain of black paint oozing across a grey-orange sky. This had become a pattern in the last week. Each afternoon thunder announced the arrival of strong winds carrying electrical storms through the canyon. Four days ago microburst-strength winds had literally ripped one of our old pear trees in half and blew open the freezer door of our refrigerator on the porch, scattering packages of frozen vegetables and meat. A frozen piecrust had sailed out onto the lawn, a pastry Frisbee.

Now the forceful winds began again, pushing the thunderous clouds overhead and thrashing the trees. Anything not nailed down was thrown into the air. Lightning flared across the sky. Heart-stopping thunder was simultaneous. I had never been so close to lightning before, watching it rip through the sky right above my head. Throughout the attack I stood on the porch of the historic Cook cabin and watched as a curtain of rain roared its way up canyon. When the rain hit, it was being shot instead of falling. Ferocious winds drove the rain horizontally. I had to abandon the porch or be thoroughly soaked.

Once the leading edge of the storm moved up river I reclaimed the porch, watching the rain, now falling towards the earth as it should, and listening to the diminishing sounds of thunder. Thirty minutes later the sky had cleared and Doug came to the cabin from the construction site at the Crowe cabin up the hill. Finding what he had been looking for he walked back out towards the tractor but suddenly froze. He called my name. When I reached his side I followed his gaze to the top of the mountain rising from our property. I could see what caused him to stop…the crest of the ridge was on fire. Lightning strike!CampbellFire1

A fire had burned through that very spot in 2006 but somehow the lightning had found some of the few remaining trees left standing. Doug immediately got on his computer and emailed the Forest Service fire management team. While waiting for a reply he set up sprinklers around the buildings, beginning to soak the perimeter.

We could see that the fire was not igniting the trees as it did in 2006 but burning in the understory. If it remained there it would be a beneficial fire, removing brush and downed trees, but, of course, fire and weather are notoriously unpredictable.

Within the hour a spotter plane was circling overhead. Then Doug received word that a fire fighting crew would be arriving…four this evening via helicopter and six tomorrow via jet boat.CampbellFire2

The helicopter bearing the cavalry arrived about 6:45 PM, landing towards the bottom of the airstrip. The fire was creeping slowly but relentlessly down the mountainside toward us. Two of the crew hiked up to assess the situation. The helicopter returned with two more firefighters and a Mark III Pump to pump water from the river up to the Ferry. Doug had designed our water system with a fitting at the end closest to the river that could connect to a pump from the river to supplement our own system supplied by a ditch, pond and tanks at the top of the property. After connecting the pump, there was nothing much to be done tonight, except wait.

After the last few days there are lightning-caused fires all over the area and fire support is scarce. There is a very serious fire burning in Kamiah. Homes have been lost and many people are being evacuated. The Forest Service fire center cannot spare smoke jumpers or heli-tankers to drop water or retardant here in the backcountry. We were lucky to get the crew we have. Campbell’s Ferry is somewhat of a priority, not just because it is inhabited but also because in 2007 we had it listed on the National Register of Historic Places.CampbellFire3

After dinner Doug and I sat on chairs near the walnut tree, mesmerized. The fire had burned the crest and was now encircling the breadth of the mountain. In the darkness it was a necklace of fireflies slowly lengthening as it worked its way down. Our construction crew was working in the Crowe cabin after dark with all the lights on. We could see the lights glowing inside the building in front of flames that were coming toward it.

Day 2:

In the morning the promised reinforcements arrived. Throughout the night the fire had crept down the mountain, flames staying in the understory. This morning, in places, it was now just yards away from our property line. Doug and I rode the tractor up to the top of the airstrip. Last night the firefighters dug a firebreak around the pond and the holding tanks for our water system at the upper ditch. Throughout the woods smoke was oozing up from small spots of fire, the result of a partial back burn set to shape and steer the fire. We could see the flames approaching, maybe 100 yards away. How ironic it would be if we had spent these last 13 years working for this remodel of the one room cabin, expended money, time, effort and disruption, just to have it burn down just as it was nearing completion. Ugh! Don’t want to think that way.

AirDropWe got word that there would be an airdrop of supplies so we went to the Crowe cabin to watch. The plane made 5 practice runs over the orchard. We heard Brent Sawyer (IC – Incident Commander, the man in charge) call out that the next one was “live”. The plane circled back around and ejected three parachute drops from its belly. Brent called out that there would be another. In all, the plane made 5 “live” runs over the Ferry releasing about a dozen items attached to orange or white parachutes. Each time the firefighters ran out to grab the items and secure the chutes. Some of the items were heavy and landed perilously close to our peach trees. Any one of them could have seriously damaged the trees, but we were lucky and the pilot was skilled.

The morning had been quiet but a cold front was forecast to move through this afternoon. At 2 PM a stiff breeze began to blow, by 3 PM it was very strong and very steady. With its encouragement the fire began to rise. It burned faster now, heading down into Zaunmiller Creek to the south and toward the Trout Creek drainage to the north. It was now moving quickly toward us. I kept praying to the wind gods to stop the blowing but they were not moved. The wind became a relentless, persistent Demon.

CampbellFire19As night fell the Demon wind shifted direction 180 degrees but kept its intensity.   The slope on the south side of Zaunmiller Creek that had been obliterated in 2006 was now, shockingly, a wall of fire. Looking at it during the day you would scarcely think there would be anything to burn. Doug had walked over there last year, reporting that there were young trees everywhere, some as high as his head…not anymore, there aren’t. We were sitting under the walnut tree again, watching the conflagration when Monica (In command of the Hell’s Canyon Wild Land Fire Use Module) came up to say that the fire hadn’t crossed the ditch…which was difficult to believe (it turned out she was right). Minutes later, as if the Demon had curled his lip and snarled, “Oh Yeah?” the wind velocity nearly doubled and the fire intensity increased again.CampbellFire22

Day 3:

There was more smoke this morning. During the night the fire spread rapidly to the north and south along the river corridor. The firefighters spent the day preparing to do a back burn through the woods on either side of our airstrip after wetting everything down around the perimeter of the property.

Eight additional firefighters were sent in to secure the Jim Moore Place across the river. They are also camping at the Ferry bringing our number up to 21. The new group will also be helping with our back burn.

CampbellFire29In the late afternoon, about the time the firefighters started the back burn, a pack string crossed through the Ferry, riding up toward the Crowe cabin instead of staying on the trail, which would have brought them in front of where we were sitting watching the fire. Doug hollered to them but they did not respond and got back on the trail above the barn just minutes before the fire overtook it.

CampbellFire35Fire always looks so much more dramatic at night, terrifyingly beautiful. Tonight there were hundreds of places where flames were burning on three sides of us. They flickered through the trees at various heights. In my mind the flames became the torches of a legion of druids and gnomes approaching the Ferry through the woods. I loved the image and sat with it for a long time, imagining from time to time that I glimpsed an exotic face lit by the glow of a torch.

CampbellFire36The hill to the south that had burned so hotly last night was now dotted with thousands of small spots of fire. It reminded me of the year I lived in Hong Kong, coming home late after a concert and looking up at all the lights from the apartments and homes, Mid Levels to Victoria Peak. You could have sworn that Campbell’s Ferry had high-rise neighbors all across that hill.

The back burn went perfectly, burning on through the night with firefighters keeping watch. We could see it glowing through the forest from the bedroom window at the Cook cabin. CampbellFire41

Day 4:

The new firefighter group spent the day at Jim Moore, laying out hoses, setting up pumps, digging firebreaks and wrapping the buildings in a protective foil layer in case the fire jumps the river.

Today was the day we were scheduled to move back into the Crowe cabin after six and a half weeks of living in the historic Cook cabin. I started packing up things for the move but proceeded slowly, being unsure if the remodel would be finished today after all. Doug had gone up to check and came back to say that we would be sleeping in the Crowe cabin tonight. I began to pack more seriously.

The construction crew’s normal easy-going nature had changed to a worried, tense state. A terrible fire is raging through Kamiah, a small community close to their homes in Kooskia. As of today 36 homes and 67 structures have burned. Hundreds of people have been evacuated. Some friends have moved in with the families of our construction crew. You can see the news is taking an emotional toll.

A jet boat arrived bringing even more firefighters. Doug asked Heinz, the jet boat driver, if he would stay and visit for an hour while our construction crew finished up, then give them a ride up river to their vehicle so they would not have to walk four miles of trail carrying their gear. Heinz agreed. Because of the rush the crew did not really have time to clean the construction site thoroughly. It was a bit disappointing to have the place left in a mess but they were concerned about getting home and Heinz was now waiting. We said a quick goodbye and they were gone.

Back down at the Cook cabin I opened the cupboards and set things that should be moved out onto the counters and the top of the woodstove. The very heavy cast iron grilling skillet was sitting on the woodstove when I set a box of dishes on top of it because there was no more open space. Sometime later I went to move the box out to the tractor. The edge of the box caught on the skillet and as I moved the box the skillet slid off the stove and landed on my right foot. The pain was excruciating. Setting the box down I limped into the other room to sit on the bed and take off my boot. A hematoma the size of Chicago was growing on top of my foot. We had already moved the refrigerator up to the Crowe cabin so there was no ice. Doug helped me to the little ditch where I sat with my foot in the cool water for about 15 minutes; then he helped me to the tractor and took me up to the Crowe cabin. Firefighters were assisting in moving the appliances and the bed. Once the bed was in place I lay down on it with ice on my foot. It wasn’t looking any better.

Brent Sawyer, the fire boss, asked Doug if he should send up one of his EMTs and I agreed. A very sweet young man named Andrew came and looked at my foot. I was thinking, hoping really, that it was just badly bruised. The pain now seemed to be mostly from the swelling, which was considerable…an egg-sized lump. He made note of the area that was swollen and then wrapped it for me. The pain was not so bad now as long as I did not try to move it, stand on it, or walk on it. I said I thought it was just badly bruised. He said he would check on it in the morning.

Things were in chaos. We were up at the Crowe cabin. Practically everything we needed was in boxes strewn around the floor or down at the Cook cabin. I lay on the bed with my foot elevated and iced. Doug brought me two Ibuprofen and a vodka but he was mostly engaged in writing fire updates for the partners, the F/S fire personal, and Facebook. Around 9:30 he started cooking dinner. I was just grateful that I did not have to cook it myself.

After dinner I took my first bath in my new bathtub. This was not as celebratory as I had spent weeks imagining it to be. The Vitabath that Doug had bought me so sweetly was still on the dresser at the Cook cabin and everything was in disarray. We had managed to make the bed with clean sheets and I fell into it gratefully. Through the windows of our new bedroom I could see the fire burning through the forest on the hill behind the barn.

Day 5:

By morning the swelling on my foot was not as high but had spread all across the top. The pain was worse. We decided that we should fly out to have it x-rayed, debating whether we should wait for two days and fly out on the mail plane. In the end we contacted Arnold Aviation to see if they had a flight coming into the canyon today. Unfortunately we had just missed connecting with Walt, who had flown into Alison Ranch earlier. We chartered a flight anyway. Whatever was wrong with my foot was now going to cost us an additional $880 for a round-trip charter – talk about adding insult to injury!

While waiting for the flight, Doug busied himself cleaning up around the construction site, hauling things to the barn and to the burn pile. At 2 PM when no flight had come in, I contacted Carol who replied that Walt had left to come in and that the last contact she had with him was at 12:40 at Yellow Pine Bar. We deduced that Walt had found it too smoky to attempt a landing. Fortunately, a down canyon wind started to blow and the air cleared up. About 30 minutes later we heard Walt overhead.

The flight out was bumpy and the air was very smoky, not good visibility at all. The mountains we flew through were vague, soft, undecided – ghost mountains – looking both insubstantial and menacing at the same time. Nervously, I held on to the bottom of the seat to keep from bouncing around too much. It was not the worst flight we have had but it was up there in the top 10%.

After landing in Cascade, we drove to McCall, arriving at 4:45 PM. Fortunately (and surprisingly) the ER put me in a room immediately. Katie (nurse) came in and filled out the forms with me and took my blood pressure. It was high! “Well”, I said, “We are in the process of moving while a forest fire is burning all around our place and 21 firefighters are on the scene. I am in pain and we have just flown out of the backcountry through smoke and turbulence, then driven up here in a hurry. I think I have a right to my hypertension.” Katie agreed. The ER staff was intrigued by this story.

Before long the x-ray technician brought the machine to me and x-rayed my foot from several angles. The doctor came by to look at the foot, then left to look at the x-rays. When she came back she said, “Well, you really did a number on those toes.” The bones in the first joints (between my metatarsal joint and the second joint) were crushed in my third and fourth toes on my right foot. She had already sent the x-rays to an orthopedic specialist and consulted with him. Fortunately, I guess, there was not too much to be done. They set me up with a support shoe, thankfully not a cast, and a pair of crutches. The shoe is hideous but I’ll bet that does not stop it from being expensive… I’ll find out when I get the bill. You could probably buy a pair of Jimmy Choos for what that one ugly shoe costs. I am supposed to wear it for 5 weeks, sit with my foot elevated and iced as much as possible. Doug left to get the car but I heard him chatting in the hallway with the staff, telling them to Google Campbell’s Ferry. Evidently they did. Katie came back to tell me that her husband Tom (whom I had met the first day of the fire) was one of the fire crew working our fire! Talk about a small world! Doug took her photograph.

CampbellFire43Doug called Walt to tell him we would be back in Cascade at 7 PM for a return flight. Fortunately the flight back in was much smoother, although heavier smoke had moved back over the Ferry. Walt did two passes, landing on the third at 8:30 PM. Without wasting any time he was back in the air again, winging his way home. I hobbled to the tractor and, with Doug’s help, managed to hoist myself up on the hood for the ride downhill. Back at the cabin, Doug brought me a vodka with ice, which I drank sitting on the bed with my foot propped up and wrapped in ice. I figured icing the inside would help just as much as icing the outside, especially as vodka was involved. Doug walked down to report on our trip and show Tom the photograph of the cute young woman he had met at the ER in McCall.

Days 6 – 14:

The firefighters were with us for another eight days. It was nice for them to have Campbell’s Ferry for a base camp while they watched the fire up and down river. Here they had a flat place to pitch their tents, close access to potable water, a quick walk down to the river to clean up, shade from the walnut tree and fruit trees in the orchard, and (Bonus!) ripe fruit on the peach, pear and apple trees. Never mind that the bears were also in the orchard after the fruit. Firefighters often find themselves assigned to some forsaken mountaintop where there is no water and no flat area to sleep. Here, they were able to come in and go out via helicopter or jet boat, no need to bushwhack through miles of brush. Anytime they were not working the fire they asked, “Is there anything we can help you with around here?” They cut back brush around the buildings, helped Doug move both outhouses (ugh!) and take down the wall tent we had set up for our construction crew. They were great to have around!CampbellFire54

The fire that started on our mountain has now burned over 5,000 acres. Occasionally at night I will see a spot of flame glowing in the distance. The druids and gnomes have moved off through the woods, their torches mostly out of sight. What remains is the smoke. It is a little like living in Brigadoon, isolated by smoke instead of clouds. We feel the smoke in our throats and taste it in our water. Much of the time we cannot see the trees on the other side of the river. The sun and moon are the color of neon tangerines in a dull grey sky. Everything is muted. In the end the fire was beneficial. Some trees will die but there is now open space under the forest, making it much safer from future fires and more beautiful. We wait for rain.CampbellFire58

Women of the River: Part Two

Women of the River: Part 2

Although we seldom see each other, river sisters share a generous spirit of helping each other. Because of our isolation and common roles, we depend on one another. Several who live in the canyon all year have green houses to jump-start their gardens. When Doug and I come in April, we bring seeds and must wait until warmer weather to get them started. Each year a passing jet boat or the mail plane delivers extra seedlings from Barbara at 5-Mile Bar, Lynn at Shepp Ranch or Sue, up river at Yellow Pine Bar, all sharing their bounty with neighbors. Unexpected treats and gifts often arrive by plane or jet boat. Questions, answers, and advice flow back and forth, although it is usually me asking the questions and being the beneficiary of their wisdom. If there is any kind of emergency, an email to the river sisters always finds someone who is listening and can get help.

Most recently some friends were getting ready to float the river. On the day of their departure, the wife received word that her father was ill. They gave her family our email address so that they could stop at our place to get an update on his condition while on their trip. The day our friends were due to arrive at Campbell’s Ferry to check in with us, we received an email that her father was in serious condition and failing. When our friends arrived we relayed the message and it was determined that she should immediately fly out from the Ferry to Boise to get a plane home. I emailed the air taxi service in Cascade but when 30 minutes passed without a response I knew that Carol, who handles their email, must be doing something away from her desk. At Campbell’s Ferry email is our only quick and reliable communication with the outside world. We have a satellite phone but one can wait for a long time for a signal. Most places on the river are connected by backcountry radio but, for some reason, we cannot get reliable radio reception. After waiting for a response I sent an email out to the river sisters explaining the situation and asking for assistance…”Would someone please get on the radio to alert Arnold Aviation that they need to look at their email and get back to me.” Almost immediately I had a response from Barbara. She had contacted Arnold Aviation and let me know that a plane would be on its way within minutes. Our friend was able to get out in time to be with her father before he died.

Sometimes it is not an emergency but just the knowledge that someone else is facing the same challenges and concerns, struggling with the same issues or sharing the same joys is comforting.  My friends in the “outside world” often find it hard to relate to life in the wilderness…”What do you DO out there?” A recent email from my friend, Sue, perfectly captures a day in the river sisters’ lives. I felt Sue had entered my brain, captured my thoughts and expressed them far better than I ever could, so I gained her permission to share it.

First, a few cues to the short hand and river language in Sue’s email:

The inverter…. converts direct current electricity from solar or hydro-power stored in a battery bank into household 110 current. We all have systems to generate electricity. When they act up you can’t call the power company. YOU deal with it.


Ypb…short for Yellow Pine Bar where Sue lives.


Float groups…white water rafters coming down the Salmon River, either self-guided or outfitted groups. They regularly stop at our places on the river and come up to talk or look at the natives.


Fire Suppression Reservoir…AKA, the swimming pool at YPB.


Sun oven…basically a black metal box with a glass lid that lifts and aluminum panels that fold out like the Mars rover to direct sunlight through the glass into the black box where you put the food to be cooked. Depending on the weather, temperatures can get up to nearly 400 degrees but typically range from 250 to 300 degrees. Since the sun oven sits outside, it doesn’t heat up the cabin like a stove and it is not eating up your electricity. You have to remember to keep repositioning it to keep the best angle from the sun for a consistent temperature but, should you forget, at least nothing will burn because the temperature will drop as the sun angle changes.


Shepp…Shepp Ranch, a place down river where river sister Lynn lives.


Sue is a brilliant writer. See for yourself:

Salmon River Sirens!

Every day, this is what happens.

I say to my sweaty self…..”TODAY I will email my girls……………

…….once the power at ypb is stabilized enough to dare USE any sacred electricity.” Major Inverter/Battery drama is ongoing with daunting messages on the display panel and excessive zingy, colorful flashing lights all I can think of is “alien abduction!”

…….or….”I’ll email river sisters after this float group leaves.”……then another one or two follow and I’m talked-out (yes, that can actually happen to me! :)………

……”I’ll email canyon broads when I’m finished cool-morning weeding … harvesting …. choring …. laundering ….. mowing”…… but either there’s zero power left to compute after fridge and freezer have their way with it, OR a group arrives, OR I’m grumpy from the heat and all digits on hands and feet are puffy like Vienna sausages even if I worship shade and guzzle lots of water……….

So at this moment, I’m not checking the power panel to see if there’s enough juice to compute. I’ll just wait for the smoke billow or an alarm to go off 🙂

If floaters show up, they can wander around since they do anyway. And so what if there’s a big basket of peas to shell, strawberries to top, and beets that need their skins’ slipped in hot water……(oh god….is it just me or is it hotter than Satan’s basement and who even wants to THINK about stirring hot jam in a steamy pot unless it’s dark-dark….or JAM-uary?)

Just had to check in and say HELLO! MISS YOU! HOPING ALL IS WELL DOWN RIVER!

Thought of you all last night as I made my way to the Fire Suppression Reservoir. Haven’t dipped into that holding tank of chlorinated water yet this year, so why not a midnight submersion?

Tossy-turny sleeping these days, right?

Even if I’m fairly certain I’m on the other side of the plenty-long adventure of hormonal heat waves, beads pool up even when a body is still and supine.

To the pool she goes to ooh and aah over the moon and splendor of water, knowing the odds of strangers showing up are minimal, and that “hooray! it’s dark enough to not spend even a second screening the 1/4″ layer of dead whatnot’s from the surface.”

The only thing that would have brought it over the top would have been if you guys had been present with chilled Prossecco, and maybe some of those Alabama dark chocolate bites of dreaminess Lynn shared with us this spring at Shepp!

We would have given the crickets a run for their chirping money for sure with giggling in free-style water ballet, or just plain splashed and jawed!

Pretty sure this nocturnal reprieve out yonder will become a habit. Slept like a Disney character afterwards.

Garden-wise, I’m sure you all have the same things going on – weary looking plants by early afternoon, some things WAY ahead of the normal or abnormal (garlic is out and cleaned up by June 30th?).

Everywhere you look, something needs to be tied, picked up, harvested, freed a bit from the biggest-leafed purslane I can recall, or otherwise hydrated (if you have H2o) so the layin’ down plants can make it to sun down.

I’ve already pulled some fried flowers & pea vines that succumbed to the determined triple digit marathon.

The dream I had of 2015 being the year of ‘not’ weeding the ever-so-long flower beds flanking the garden by way of weed fabric and heavily mulched perennials with random barrels and pots of annuals hither and yon. (always wanted to say that:) isn’t quite what I originally envisioned.

Now it’s crystal clear that, in my attempt to fill the fuel barrel “pots” Greg cut in sections for me, I shouldn’t have been so skimpy with the dirt involved in filling them.

That’s what you get for cheating. I thought it was genius, saving on potting soil and/or dirt mix by loading up the bottom 2/3rds of the barrel sections with feed sacks filled with non-toxic trash – aluminum and tin cans, balls of discarded chicken wire, bunched up newspaper or old weed-guard fabric, flakes of straw……anything with bulk to take up some space to ration what I thought was an ample amount of amassed dirt from all kinds of sources.

But now, the top foot or so of skimpy-dirt piled atop “trash” has wiggled and settled down into the crannies of bulk below.

It’s like looking down a man-hole in order to see the annuals down there in the dark, sunk to bottom.

Feel like I should throw them a rope:)

But there’s still plenty of unexpected beauty and bounty – all so jungle-like at this stage with the squash vines traveling like you know they will but can’t “see” that at planting time……..and how, as much as you convince yourself that you’ll stay ahead of the trellising, deadheading or harvesting game, and that you’ll pick ALL the cucumbers that are the best sized baby dills so there’s not that jalopy that magically appears a day later…………..


It’s just “plants gone wild” cause you’re too preoccupied with playing tag with water, chit-chatting with visitors, troubleshooting inverter woes, sweating in motion or while idling, nursing an injured tourist, putting something in, or taking something out of the Sun Oven, trying to be efficient (as in “not lazy”) in all things domestic (okay….who has vacuumed or washed windows everywhere else but their own domicile?)

And how can you not stare out into space to think about Winter or pass up on a hot minute of laying in the sun-burned lawn to look for animals shapes (or Jared Leto) in the clouds?

All I know is, wouldn’t it be so humbling, entertaining, and most likely mildly (or wildly) embarrassing, to be able to play back the audio version of thoughts, revelations, and conversations we have with ourselves in just one day?

That’s why I’m a HUGE fan of the fresh slate of morning – to have another stab at making it the best day it can be, promises made to take things less seriously in some respects and more seriously in others.

There’s just so much promise and optimism in the AM – in all the seasons, but especially summer when most days feel like a fire-drill even if we “live for a living” for the most part.

Don’t you love the welcomed humidity in the garden after the plants have sucked in their 10 minute drink?

I swear song birds sing the happiest they’ll sing all day. The air is clean and filled with butterflies, giving no indication of fires that burn in the canyon or mayhem that ensues out there in the big world.

To me, the simple act of re-filling the hummer feeders feels like the most satisfactory thing a person can do while holding a coffee cup.

And so, I just had to send you girls a cyber hug to let you know that, through the hundreds of things that go on in a day and how it isn’t always possible to connect as often as I’d love to, you are the people I’d most like to share my hundreds with – telepathically or typingly:)

May all be “morning” in your worlds down river.  I’ll meet you at the pool at midnight!

oxoxo sue